A eulogy and apology, in memory of Mi Tia, La Loca, RIP

Una eulogy sinvergüenza.

I did not say goodbye. I did not go to her funeral. I did not even send flowers. When my aunt passed away, I didn’t do anything.  I was out of town for a wedding when my brother called and told Mi Tia Elvirame that she died in the hospital from diabetes-related health complications. Read the rest →

Lesbian Love Poem: Like Puzzle Pieces.

Like Puzzle Pieces

Rationality dissolves like sugar in water, around us. Salty tears and the smell of blood have no meaning, except that which we give them. And I give them a lot, –I’m generous, that way.

I cry every day, and bleed every month,

BW Kamala Devi n Roxanne anniersary

when my womb melts from the inside outas a regular reminderthat we create life–It’s just how we’re built.Being by your bodygives my womb permission.Somehow the frequencyof your womanhood resonateslike a tuning fork, in my arms,when you’re there,just breathing.Your hands against my skinmake a certain sound,nobody else can hear–like the taste in my mouthwhen you look at me,or elsewhere.So, I write lyrics to songsthat will never be sungand dance with myselfwhen you are not here.The ache in my jointshints at our years togetherand screams:“I want to grow old with you.”Woman, I want to peel offthe veils that cloak realityso we can see the contrastbetween now and eternity.I’m done playing hide and seekwith love, the truth, and god.You have tagged me inand together we’re teamed,like a double negativethat makes everything

positive.When I cry, or bleed, now,You may–or may not–join me,but I am not alone.We are reconciling opposites.Like puzzle pieces, that don’tactually fit, but leave a holein the picture, so we canremember it’s an illusion. Read the rest →

Summer Solstice 2014: Tantra Sutra Quotes by Kamala Devi

Kamala Devi in waterfall on eco sex hike in hawaii

Dear Gentle Reader, During the long hot days of summertime, most thoughts melt like ripe watermelon and sweet corn in my mouth with a lingering after-taste. Some fleeting insights strike me like unexpected lightning in a flash flood. I’ve made it a practice to capture them like fire flies and pin them on Facebook. Read the rest →

What is Life? Poetry from the Illumination Intensive with Linda Robinson

illumination intensive with kamala devi linda robinsonI am simply overflowing with poetry and passion for life after a nourishing 4-day retreat where I contemplated the ancient koan: Tell me what Life is.

I have taken half a dozen Enlightenment Intensives but this was my first time working with personal development coach, Linda Robinson who is pictured below, facilitating me in a harmony integration session. Read the rest →

Polyamory Poetry & Censored Photos of my girlfriend Roxanne on our 2nd anniversary

Even though we aren’t naked, my girlfriend Roxanne and I have  been suspended from Facebook, multiple times, for posting these pictures. So, I should probably warn you that these photos are considered rude, lewd and socially unacceptable (much like our love).This pristine poetry, however, springs from my immaculate heart. Read the rest →